[Betis] Changed a lot because I needed to find myself, because of everything I went through in my personal life.

As I said, I wanted to do things, but they didn’t seem to work out because I wasn’t happy, I didn’t feel that desire to play football, and I needed to find myself and be happy again because playing football was always something I loved.

I went through difficult times [at Manchester United] when I no longer felt that pleasure. I even always told my brother, I told him that I couldn’t take it anymore.

[My brother] Told me to hold on a little longer, that things were going to change. It even made me emotional, because they were very hard days for me.

Only I know what it was like to be there at home, not having the strength to even play with my son, going days without eating, staying locked in my room.

So, for me it was very complicated, but thank God, with the help of my family and mainly with the help of God, I managed to get ahead and today I am very happy here.

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